This feeling always come & go. Sometimes, driving me nuts. Mad over small littlest things. One minute, I'm happy another minute I'm feel like kicking anger out of nowhere.

What went wrong?!

Irit Irit Irit !

I can't control the mode. Why can't I have one too. Cos, I'm too young, mum said. I need space to think and take note off. I won't let this feeling conquer me. I don't want to give false/fat hope.. Pardon me if I did hurt you in any ways. Just don't give in high hope cos you might dissapointed.

Maybe, I don't deserve it so be it. Perhaps, theres more to come later.

No rush.

I'll find other way then.