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bored.
no worklife.
no companion.
no fun.
Cut the random & start anew.
Some things been itch in mind. I quite sick about it. Sickening shits. I don't know how to type it out. Yes, I could survive. I could achieve it. I got alot of choice to pick. None caught my eyes. No, I'm not choosy but the heart still says no. Okay, easy to say.. I'll follow with the flow. Or I shall work in out using my own way like what Azil told me. To think of it further, Azil & I got alot similarities. We can talk things out. I love to share with her about my thoughts cos we shared the same too. You know I know. Heh! We could even make fun of each other. No hard feelings.
We cool girls. Heh heh heh.
Cut down on my shy-ness cos I find it irritate.
VERY. VERY. VERY.
( 1 million times.)
UP YOURS.
Yesterday spent the hours to clean up the house. I felt so thirsty but still imanku kuat so I make the effort to fast. Hehehe. We left with two tasks now. Errr.. maybe one? Moping. Hahaha. Afterall yesterday was beat up tired to the core. We ordered Canadian pizza. It was yummy as per normal. Yes yes! Its the night I've been waiting for! Woohooo.. Formula 1 baby! I couldn't believed that my eyes could stay up to watch it after doing those housework earlier. Yavadabedu! Massa, you sucha a waste. Its not his fault afterall. ):
I felt so good that at least LEWIS HALMITON got to top three. Hahaha. The cutest ever. grins*
ALONSO is the champion. Yay yay yay! I find his accent damnn sexy. From 15 to 1. (: (: (:
NICO ROSEBERG was hot hot heat too. Da nama roseBERG.. berg la dia! Hehehe.
Quote for the night, "Massa.. Kau ni buang masa uhh!"
terima kasih ku ucapakan kepada Tuan Ibrahim & Cik Nuradillah.
You turned twenty-three today on 26 September.
No, not thirty-two just yet.
Haha. sound old. Muahahaha!
Hmmmm.. you can be sucha pain in the ass, I tell you. Sometimes, it annoyed me. Another minute or hour, you can be very nice to me. Once in the blue moon. I'll love you even more when you treat me good. We've been having alot of tiffs along the way. Still, we get back to normal. Its like routine to us. We coping it well. Satu hari kalau tak gaduh tak sah! I named it as
MARAH MARAH SAYANG or maybe
GADUH-GADUH SAYANG? No matter what, still you're my sister. I admit.. I can be so irritating alot of time. Heh heh heh. I love to disturb you to the core too. My favourite pastime.
Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. Amin.
I'll always pray for you & sis fiza happiness.
Parents too!
smiles*
with lots of love & wet kisses ,
Nurhaziqah (lil' sister your irritating sister yet sweet lil' one)
Six more days to Syawal. Somehow, I gonna miss Ramadhan too. Yes. The environment & everything. ):
This week my schedule is abit uptight. Its like rountine till Syawal in. Yes, I'll get used to it although I'm fasting. Hmmmm.. I can't wait to meet the cousins. Hopefully, gonna be a fruitful one & blast it to the core. Click click clicks & more clicks to view & snaps. Still, sis dilla need to rush off to work on the very first day. Incomplete you know halfway through. Sad thang. ):
Its a bit weird. I miss my childhood PAP friends - fengshan pri friends - tampines north pri friends. Not forgetting Ping Yi Sec friends. When I flip through yearbooks or the class photos... It remind me the moments who had together. Tiffs, laughters and more I should say. Its the best damn thing happened in my life. I learnt. I fall and I'm standing strong here. Ohh yes, I miss the close buddy of mine. The one who kept singing & keep calling me whenever he saw me. We shall meet again next term hor. Kau dgn story kau dan aku dgn story aku. Hahaha!
Somebody b'day coming.
Hint hint next day dahhh twenty-three kepe? Nyeahahaha!
Whenever Syawal come.. Or like any other days. I'm just too addicted to the song name, Di Pinggiran Aidilfitri sang by 2D or local dikir temasek. I can easily feel the lyrics. This song stand a special place in my heart. Undesribeable. Talking about which.. 2D no longer together. They spilt up. What I know is.. Rifaah the main vocalist stay near my hse which is next to my block. Heh! I used to bumped into him very often back then. Now? Theres no more. Hmmmm.. I happened to cross the road beside him too. I could clearly remember it. Haha. Aaron Aziz, Hady Mirza, Izat Yusof and currently Rifaah stayed in the same block. Cool or what?
5 years ago or more, I think? I walked pass by Izat Yusof or maybe towards him & him towards me. Lol. I'm on my way up after buying the BH paper. He was freaking cute back then. Yes, effing effing cute ( ! )Now? He's getting chubbier with his hair extention and what not. Sad thang. ]: Anyways, if you still can't figure out who is Izat Yusof.. he's the one who acted in Soldadu who acted as Amelia Awi brother. It was like in year 2000? long long ago. now.. 2008.
Ohh yes, Azhar told me that he play street soccer with the Asian Idol, Hady Mirza. So good right? What if its Taufik Batisah?! Haha. Without any hesitation, I'll go down on my own to watch him play or just look out from the windows. But still, prefer to have close up. Yea yea, understand & understood. Lol lol lol. [: [: [:
I still in love with Taufik Batisah no matter what.
Heh heh heh. [;
I managed to helped out bit by bit step by step. Finally, I became pro. Thanks mak!
Still want to know what I helped her out? Hehehe. Jeng jeng jeng~
I'm glad by staying indoor I could learn something new rather than rot at home & doing nothing productive. Okay.... we shared alot of stories together. I think its good to ask mak opinions. She's gone through what I am going through now. She's done that & rock that. I could just vomit anything that I have in my mind. Whenever I have problems, I could just share it with her. I know she's the one who gave me courage to overcome every single thing. Thanks for everything mak! I know I kinda harsh towards you at times but still you care love towards me. Appreciate it alot. Be it rain or shine, I'll be there for you. (: Insya'allah kalau umur panjang. Love you very much more than you know. Thank you very nice once again! smiles*
After hoo haass, I able to escape for awhile after finished doing the muruku. Online for a while. Suprise suprise! Nor Aisyah M was online. Its been a while or too long she went missing. I swear I miss you okay girl. Sesungguhnya! Ehhh.. why not we have reunion(413girls). But again, I'm sure every girls are busy. Haiz. Fat hope to meet you girls. ]: ]: Ohh yes, I miss Siti Nurliyana bloody much too! She won't read this by the way. You read it or not... I gonna wish you good luck , all the best for your upcoming Os babygirl! You can do it, Strive for it alrights.
Ohh yes.. I made roti kirai the other day. Heaven! Hehehe. ((:
Yay! good news good news. My holidays has just started. But still, I gonna rot at home after raya. However, not to worry cos I have plenty things to make up for bazaar right away when sch re-open. I can't wait for the bazaar to be over & done with. So much difficulties & changes we made. I hope our bazaar gonna happened with goods. Insya'allah.
Wednesday was our BEG test. We suggested Mrs Vicky to make it earlier which was 10 am. The actual timing was at 2pm but you know we(OC) love to do things early rather than late. I can't click easily with the cher'. I'm not the only one but the rest too. We find her irritating and so foolish. I prefer Mrs Vicky. I got no idea about my marks either cos the cher' was the teacher-in-charge for the BEG face test that day. Hopefully, I could get good points if not I gonna buck up on next face test & run away from the cher'. No more that cher' for me aye. Wakakaka! =p
Did I told you that that cher gave us 10 freaking mins to get our make-up ready. Annoyed. Its like ANTM contestants. I've to endure and yes, I'm glad to say that I'm done with my make-up exact 10 mins. But & more but(s) to come... My make-up sucks big time, I think. Cos, urgh. Theres no word to describe. I'm quite dissapointed actually. What to do? Its over now. Okay so much of whining.
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Let the pictures do the talking, thank you!
Guess what? After so long for not doing all sorts of bumping in sch. Finally we did. Haha. I lost my concentration, really. Last week of sch then get to bumped into you. Haiz. Finally, test are over. Everything for this term are over. BEG was over yesterday. BEO was okay, I guess. Wish for the best.
While doing the paper, my stomach was playing games with me. WTH. Irritating. So today mark the 2nd day of red light. It annoyed me somehow cos I know the 2nd day will always be the gross painful journey. Having stomach cramp. Usually I'll take bus 38 home but the bus taking his own sweet time to arrive. I'm yearning for it to come quick. Failed attempt, took bus 31 to tampines interchange. I kept quite & no mood to talk to the girls. Sorry, the pain is irit & so damn painful. Yes, I happened to be in the same bus as Haziq.
Drop out at interchange & bid the girls goodbye. Talked to Haziq for a while. (Padahal setakat tanya dia naik bus apa.)
LOL! I was walking towards bus 18 waiting line... and I heard people calling me, "Haziqah Haziqah". I was wondering & asking to myself. Did I hear it right? Haziqah haziqah (??!!) When I turned right,
OMG! I'm indeed shocked, I tell you (!!) The twinnie boys or maybe I should called them young men starting from now onwards. Hahaha. Its Syukri & Yani. Wahhhh.. they have grow. So tall. I still can identify who is who. Haha. Surpisingly, they still can recognise me eventhough I'm put on my specs. Cos, primary sch days my eye sight was so damn good so theres no need to wear specs. Didn't get the chance to have conversation with them. Cos bus 18 was on his way to pick me up & my stomach cramp is calling me to head back home
ASAP ! ): ): ): So we just exchange smile only. Sucha waste (!)
But whatever it is, the stomach cramp seems to happily stay & would'nt want to go away just yet. Seriously, I am making idiotic expression. I know my face hair was so masai messy. So ugly fugly dirty fellow yellow. I happened to bump into them when I'm having bad face hair days.
PERIOD.p/s: it supposed to be 18 sept post not 17 sept.anyways, wishing my close pri sch mate, Nur Azhar.Happy 17th b'day!Its too fast that I just realise that weekends are here soon. Start all over again & again. Holidays? I'm not too sure when's mine. Geez. April intake students have just started theirs today.
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Yesterday was just a frigging 2 hours of beo & school. How bored (!!) But on the hand, I avoid staying in lecture room with air-con on with boom high cold. I was shivering & feel like making lemon juice itself in there. Like duhh, of coz I won't. Half of my classmates had their BEG face test. The other half gonna be next Wednesday. I can't wait for it to be over & done with it. I swear me & meanies was so deeply in love with Abg Rafi ( only yesterday ). Nyeahahaha. The way he wear the coat & the tie. Everything looked good on him. Jgn kembang okay Rafi!~ Hahaha. Mcm businessman kepe?! Interview je pakai mcm boss.. Mcm mana org nak hire kau nanti kalau da smart mamat gini? Haha. Overall, you look good/hot on those dude. (:
Anyways, he's the one who acted in K14 who act as Amirul. If you guys still remember him. The one who always get bullied from his friends. & he looked chubby on those days. But now? He's slimmer than ever. Apa rahsia ehh? Okay I know.
Finale! POA over & now start revising memorising for BEO key points. Later, my brain is full of words. POA was manage-able. Hopefully, I pass. Thats my wish. (: Insya'allah.
Yes, sometimes people tend to take advantage on your kindness. I feel like smacking or whatevernots. Bunch of irritating people. They don't deserve anything for sure.
I've been so patient towards you but yes I couldn't take it anymore now & forever.
Nowadays, I'm not in the good mood to entertain your so called stupidity of your loyar buruk-ness. Yours can be funny to the others. Me? No way. On the other hand, I find it irritating & somehow theres no link to what we just talked. Yes, I give it a fake laugh smile & whatever I think its not funny at all. Nevermind, 3 more months left & I'm happy to bid goodbye to you.
I shall endure.
Sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuasa.
Pelbagai cubaan & dugaan
yang harus aku tempuhi.
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,
Berikan la aku kesabaran & kekuatan
yang secukupnya pada bulan yang mulia ini.
Amin.
Time flies so fast that I've reach far away apart from those for twoyearsthreemonths. Coping well. Insya'allah, I'll have one in future. Am in deep tired to handle till I have the answer to it.
I had palpitations. I know its wrong. I can't escape. Everyday every human has his/her own line. Many hipcups along the way. Making it right. Stand up & make it a right one. There are days where I wish I would be a child again. Enjoying every inch of it. Sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last. Good things won't last? Prove to me.
Yes, changes are hard to deal. Whatsnot.
I might just change the skin anytime after every testS are over.
I'm dead beat tired & those eye bags are killer.
Some kiddos are trying so hard to attract attention.
I've been laughing non-stop hits from starting & ending of school today. Yes, we should play hard & study hard too. Wahahaha. Thanks girls for the teasing each other with or without reasons session. Cos, I know I do love every single bit of it. Group presentation for SBM is over. 1 down 3 more to go & I'm done. Taking shots from kamini's dell laptop was awesomely good. Had whole lot great time for 1 hour break till we feel like skipping class. But hell yea, of coz we won't. Good girls right. yea right! Nyeahahaha. Not good girls gone bad aye. chet!
Assalamualaikum. (:
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Today was so unlucky day for me cos my black sling bag torn. Went down to co-op shop to buy the Glue Gajah. The so called the strong glue. Aqilah, Kamini & Myself are the clever girls to fixed it up. Hahaha. good one! Errr.. yes, I saw. giggles*
Break time was spent wisely. Haha. Why? I bumped up into Saliha. We got alot of stories to share. Like duhh. Girls talks to whatever talk we can think of. Lol. We had a great catch up session. Wani told me that both of us was deeply engross with our conversation. Don't blame that on us. Cos, its been freaking too long we had those. Bumped up into you soon hor! Anyways, All the best for your exam next week! (:
POA did alot of revision & thanks I absored those. Just need to practice more & get all the important point from unit 1 - 5. next week test already. prepare?
Selamat Berbuka!
Yes, I've been away for 3 days straight. A big suprise for me cos I don't really do that so often.
Once in the blue moon la katakan.
Friday went out with mumsie & mumsie mon to geylang si paku geylang. Travel there via bus 21 & I met them there. We searched high & low for mumsie mon things but failed attempt. She was elated that she bought a new pair of baju raya for herself at blaus. It darn beautiful I tell you. Finally, I found mine too. Hahaha. Very very happy pretty indeed. Can't wait to collect it. (: Colour? Don't ask me.. I won't tell you. Hahaha. colour code secret till i wear it on 1st syawal. Hehehehehe.
Saturday went out to Ubi - Courts - Ikea - Jalan Kayu. 4 place on one day. How great(!) We fetch mumsie mon from her workplace then off we go. Upset note, yet to find the one. Sad thang. 2nd place? Nothing interesting next place was a disspointment. Gonna wait for the next stock. Afterall, mumsie mon treat us to Jalan Kayu, Cafeela Cafe. The food were damn nice, delicious, marvelous & all the nicest thang you can mentioned. Lol. thanks mumsie mon! ((:
Sunday as per normal went belajar at Jamiyah with dad,mumsie & sis dillah. Sis fiza was absent cos had to work. So yea. The guy from Mesir hot or what? He read the surahs from Al-Quran. He memories it okay. I deeply in love with guys who can recite the surah smoothly. Awww.. I go melt melt melts. Cair okay! I even record his voice. Dapat pahala tau dengar banyak-banyak. *grins.
So went back first & off me & sis dilla went TM. cos you don't need to know why. Hahaha. Very lazy to elaborate babe. Hehehe. Finally, I had her ride on the pretty in orange gilera. I've been waiting for it since forever. Hahaha. Kakak adil nya cara bawak motor mcm abah bawak sey. Teringat zaman aku masih sekolah Fengshan Pri kat Bedok. Abah hantar & balik naik motor. Time baru-baru pindah tampines. Daddy's girl la katakan. Hahaha.
Okay I miss having long rides. you know? you don't know nevermind, I tell you now. Kalau tak nak tahu kau nya pasal! =p
Selamat Berpuasa , Happy Fasting everyone!
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