Spongy cakes are love. In relationships trust are the basic thing back to back without it you're lost. Some things are too cumbersome to handle, solved... endure those encumbrance in own way. Basically, loating around and keep on thinking. Another thought, life is invaluable. Words are tangled up, mix & match it. To an end, it doesn't helped. Life is full of pretending and repeating. Yes, thoughts keep within with some thing are better left unsaid... hundred thousands uncountless thoughts unspoken forever and now being numb. The feeling are flowing and burning. You live to dream and moving seems to be the hardest things to do. To worry is bad for health. Season keep changing and yes our routine too, endlessly. Everyone is changing and you got to accept it. Let bygone be bygones.
Still it hurts anyway.
Today marked the last day of school. Next week, exams mode for 2 days straight. I going to missed those hang out in school at level 2 - 4 & after school with my favourite girls. ]: Haiz. Time flies too fast without am realising it. Month of november coming to an end soon, so december is on his way there and come new year too. So bid good bye to year 2008 and welcome year 2009. Wah, thats fast!
Went to IT SHOW & METRO sales at S'pore Expo to waste our time there & enjoyed every moment we have together. Yes, sound so sad. ]: ESPRIT got sales too. Okay, so its school holidays... Weekdays seems to be weekends. Jam-packed like sardins.
I've been eyeing for VAIO laptop & canon camera & sony cyber-shots camera. God, how I wish I'm Paris Hiton S'pore. Too bad. Keep on dreaming till I found a stable job then I can buy those stuffs. Tiq & myself had steam corn cos the smelt of it was so tempted to eat. We wrapped our day up on a sad note & wish every single of us a good luck & all the best for everything. Serious, I miss you girls already. Do still keep in touch okay - you're great companion. [; [: [: [;
Of course,
Siti Nurliyana Bte Zainuddin, you're missed!
Ohh yes, TAUFIK gonna be on DON'T FORGET THE LYRICS!
Whatever it is, TAUFIK BATISAH IS STILL THE BEST. [: [: [:heh heh heh .
LUS(TO)MUST.
ONE week of self-study at home. To be exact, its not exactly one week. One of the days I need to go back and have some revisions with my favourite teacher, Ms Tan.
Okay, so the sisters asked me when will we be meeting again?
My answer to both of you , after I'm happily wrapped my exams up. [: [: [:
I can't wait to have blisterS all over again, NOT! reasons being, HEAVEN OF SHOPPING and wearing the wrongs shoes. Nyeahahaha! Its takes too long to shop around. I miss those. ]:
ZOO outing please? I know the AH MENG no longer there. Still, I miss the atmosphere to be there. Mum asked me if I want to go there to visit mausoleum's Ah Meng? And I told her, yes I am.
xoxo
People always say that studying moment is an enjoyable one than having to work.
W O R K L I F E ?
Yes, its greatest feeling when your income ( $$$$ ) is in every month. Nevertheless, you have to work hard for it to achieve it same goes to studies matter right.
S C H O O L & W O R K
LIFE?
you choose,
which one is better?
Okay, Haziqah endure. Keep rocking on to your track and give your best shot.
Please ohh please.
MOTIVATE ME. MOTIVATE ME. MOTIVATE ME.
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
I stress gila baby. *put aside*
Alhamdulilah, I absorbed somethang which is still fresh. It a good time spent actually. Thanks Allah. (:
So last sunday(16/11) was rush hour. Kept on going up & down till we got ourseleves tired. We decided to stay put in sis rina room till the end of time. Somethang fishy happened. Secrets are meant to be keep close aye. Laugh out loud with me.. mira, sis dillah, sis rina! Nyeaha. Its nice to keep on track with your love ones. On that day itself, sis rina has sold out her tops. Intelligent lady. Sis dilla bought most of it. Yes, sis fiza & mel too. Girls will be girls right. But I hafta to say, mira & myself chill one corner. 91 babys always have the similarities or what? More catch up soon darlings! (: I can't get enough of baby irfan reza, handsome-awesome baby boy.
Ohh yes, stay tune for december. I have assignment to accomplish. Right sis dillah?
Heh heh heh.
Yesterday(19/11). Initial plan, I supposed to chillax and self-study at home. But I dragged myself back to school again just to accompany mira to watch soccer. Otw there, we board the same bus as Faiz Ariffin. Heh heh heh. The cousin who also came down just to support his school. Obviously, he's from ITE WEST(BR). He was shocked to bumped into me. Suprisingly, whenever I'm out I keep on bumping into him. Cousin love la katakan. Heh heh heh.
ITE EAST VS ITE WEST.*
okay back, from CCK to SIMEI. Came down & support her baby b sweetheart. Now you say "awww". hehe. Too bad, the weather are not on our side, rained cats dogs. So mira's sweetheart game - "A" boys postponed to friday(21/11) at 3pm.- ITE EAST stadium. I did enjoyed the "B" boys game cos ITE EAST WON by 4-2. Nyeahaha. Will see who got the title champion tomorrow. (: (: (: * sorry mira, I was overjoyed that I got myself typo error. It supposed to be "B" boys NOT "A" boys aye. :p
Ohh yes, I'm moving on for real. I'm serious. yes, so starkarat but whatever.
It hurts to know
but
its better to know now than never.
so much of white lies.
so much of promises.
so much of sweetalks.
so much of waiting.
so much of being irritating.
so much of comparing.
so much of complaining.
so much of whining.
so much of acting
so much of you
and
I got to say
I had enough of your shits.
mind your words before you blurt everything out
without thinking further.
no, I'm not desperate like you.
HAH.
you got the wrong person.
"THANKS" so much!
Currently, tuning in to ria 89.7fm. Wah piang, the songs so retro back to back. Still, the songs are goddam good man. Bring memories. While listening to the songs, I can't decide what to wear later eversince yesterday night. I'm sucha a fickle-minded young girl.
Check in and check out from the room without knowing what to wear still. Idiot. So many tops to choose but can't figure out what to wear. I might just revamp my closet soon. I need more new tops please. Bahh~
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Suffer now and enjoy later!Weekends are officially my off days from busy schedule yet. Stayed/rot at home and make it wise spent. Season with this. No doubt. I'm left with two freaking weeks. Urgh, I'm nervous and whatsoever feelings I can put up togther. Lucky, its not more than 2 papers. Concern point is, provide me with 6 credit units and 4 credit units. Its not easy to let go. Please give me strength to do this. Motivate me to move on with these. Last minute task is a wrong path. So bring it on.
Preety boring ain't it?
So yesterday... I bumped into Siti Nur Ain. God, although we're in the same school we don't usually get the bumps up that often. Sesungguhnya, aku miss kau tau ain! Habiskan kitaorang nya exam baru kita on ehh. Set? hehehe. We got alot to catch up on please. (:
Hmmm.. anyone got any lobang to recommend me? Worklife. I'm yet to find one. I want to know how hard I could manage my life out there. Baru aku tahu apa korang-korang rasa betapa susahnya cari duit.
Ahuh.. Yes, I'm yet to watch Coffin due to the busy-ness roller coster ride. Ajak members abih semua tak nak tengok. Takut nya pasal. Boring kan. HSM3 semua nak pegi tengok. Hahaha. Can I have this dance? Nyeahahaha. Satu-satu macam faham. *inside joke* lol. [:
Yay, lighter note. Gonna meet my favourite bunch on sunday sunday sunday the sixteen november. Craps. Shots. Silly jokes. Laugh like having asthma. Hicups along. and doing the same old things again. Spent quality time & being around with you guys make my day definitely. so meet you soon babies. [: [: [:
Aku wanita punya hati nurani
Yang tak dapat dibohongi
Pabila cinta telah membutakan mata
Dan membuat tuli telinga
Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati belahan jiwa ku ini
Cinta ku ini anugerah terindah
Dari yang Maha Kuasa
Cintaku padamu tak pernah berubah
Meskipun kita berbeza
Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati belahan jiwa ku ini
Aku wanita ku kaum hawa
Yang memang rapuh hatinya
Aku wanita ku punya cinta
Selayaknya manusia
Apakah salah jika aku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati belahan jiwa ku ini
Aku wanita ku kaum hawa
Yang memang rapuh hatinya
Aku wanita ku punya cinta
Selayaknya manusia
Apakah salah jika ku menyinta
Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata
Pilihan hati belahan jiwa ku ini
Ku wanita
Yang hanya perlu kau fahami ....
CINTA DICINTAI MENCINTAI
Sekiranya anda belum bersedia untuk bermain dengan hati dan perasaan serta bertemankan rindu dan air mata, jangan sekali-kali mendekati api cinta.
Kerana cinta menuntut ....
KESABARAN, KETABAHAN, KESETIAAN, PERSEFAHAMAN, KASIH SAYANG MALAH SEGALANYA.
Cinta bukan yang indah semata tanpa rasa keperitan cinta tidak akan muncul kejayaan.
I think I over react sometimes. Cos, I could feel the pain you going through. I seems to understand how my close one feels day by day. It sucky feelings right? I'm the one who cried over what had happened to you. You stay strong and I know you deserve someone better out there. Although, you didn't show out your emotions. You hiding it & look okay over what happened. Externally you may looked usual but internally God knows what. You ladies taught me
a lot a lot about it. I thanked you for that. Falling into that trap, make me think twice. Cos, I'm afraid it will happen to me one day. I think I'll make it up when I'm fully ready. Within this age, I've learnt alot from you ladies. Be it about life - men - future. No matter what, emak will forever be my mentor. Secondly, my two loves. I'll pray for your happiness and remember... I'm always there whenever you ladies need me. You can count on me. This I promise.
Finally, I got to know what happened on my seventeen b'day. I'm so sorry for not replying to ur text after that cos you know I'm fast asleep. If you were to tell me off earlier, I'm sure I get the looked out or maybe come down. You never know right? Sweet thang to do afterall. But, I missed the fun. ): ): ):
Yessa, Lewis Hilmaton won. Youngest sexy driver.
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