I'm over it. Please move aside cos I don't want to hear or know anymore. Cos, you didn't accept me for who I am back then. You made my life difficult. No turning back. I learnt mine. FULLSTOP.

Currently, living my life to the fullest. Thank god, I'm still here. (: My loves are all around me and I felt so secure. I just need my own time to settle down. No rushing. What's the rush for? What's the crush for? Ahahaha. Chillax one corner is good solution. I'm seventeen nearly to eighteen and soon I'm legal. What's the big deal for being legal? So what? Other than that, be mentally physically prepared for the future. End of the day, achieve my goals... Miracle miracle, happened? Yes, sometimes. (: So just wait, hang on there. Life is somekind like wheels. Sometimes, you're high up & you can be deep right down.

Okay bye!

Two consecutive days of CNY was spent away from home. 1st day spent at Changi beach with family. Had picnic as usual whatelse to do over there. It was packed. I assure you that 100% were Malay(s) chilling around. Tents are everywhere.

My interest for blogging went down lately. Everyday is the same now. Unless, I got plans for ownself. So, yes counted. I just can't wait for the month of April to arrive. I am so eager to go to school after so many days on mute mode. I'm sure when I start schooling... I going to start my craps for having stress and whatsoever. Projects here project there, more roleplays, presentation coming my way, classes start early / end late. No more chilling like now. Then I know what's life again. To achieve something, you got to go through the obstacles. Fact? Challenging indeed.

Hopefully 2009 shine on me. Give me the strength, patience to make me stronger and better person. Believe in myself. I need to killed my shy-ness attitude. SERIOUS. You don't have the idea how much I hate it. I think I need to go for 'BE CONFIDENT' workshop. Who knows it works for me?

Gooday everyone!

Mak's 52th celebration held at Sedap Corner. Its just us five - fizdiqa JI's. Its just a small celebration within us. Chilled & dining session was great as usual. As per normal, I'm the one busy taking shots while the rest can't be bother. Till, I didn't realised that my fish & chips dish were served to me. Shocked sendiri tak habis-habis. Drama mau lebih! HA-HA-HA.
Sis Fiza Dilla & Abah make it happened, all out!


Before that, sis dilla & myself went down to TM to suprised mak a cake. Its chocolate truffle. So chocolatey and very delicious indeed. Along the way, we spent our quality time together to get tops at Cotton On. Yes, the new outlet in TM. I love cotton on tops. Affordable & the tops ain't that bad! Mind you, its damn packed. If I said DAMN, its DAMNNNN, mean it fullstop! I prefer shopped around on weekdays than weekends. Sickening. No more on weekends.

14th January 1.45pm - Sis Sharifah just give birth to a baby girl! Woo. So now, mak got friend to celebrate with, three days away. I wonder my newborn niece look like who? Abg Imran or Kak Sharifah? Hmmm... but people usually say that baby boy always looked like mum and baby girl will looked like dad. Never mind, I'll pay my visit tomorrow. Anyways, congrats Abg Im and Kak Sha. Yay! Its baby girl, Nur Shasmeen.

Did I told you that currently I'm busy tuning in to old school songs... Lagu lama apa aku dengar... Berkarat - Kentalan! Ahaha. Easy to say, mostly malay songs... Artiste Siti Nurhaliza, Shima, Erra Fazira, Nurul and more to come. Lol. Sum it all up, sad songs. What the heck is wrong with me? Wait, on the other side, its not wrong to be on ' feeling-feeling corner mode' right? This how I relase my stress. Afterall, everyone have their own ways to chill. Ehh.. karaoke session ahh? Amcm?

After so much of planning & cancelling our plans... yesterday was the day when the both of us said, "Yes, we free & lets chilled somewhere someplace!" [: Who else? My only bgf, Yana Z. It's been quite awhile since we last met. She's the one who know me deeply in & out. We're the october cum scorpio babes, shared same opinions & yes we think alike sometimes. Ahuh ahuh... and besides that, I got myself cotton on tops. Firstly, I'm sucha fickle-minded girl. p/s: I hate it (!) I can't decide which one to choose. Wth. I really need to improve on this... lack of confidence. ]: After fickling around, we get some place to chilled down and updated on each other. Yes, secondary life ended for good. I missed those days, defitinely. Time lead the way. Whenever I'm out with her.. we usually did some things that remind us of our sec days. Both of us have plans... Nyeahaha. Funny one though but will try. Middle of this year? Insya'allah. Ohh yes, all the best for O's result next monday okay? Whatever the overcome gonna be... Do your best for the next stage and don't easily give up. Keep on trying till you achieve it. Love you! [:

Saturday night to Sunday morning spent at Airport to welcome Wak Yah arrival. Its been a month she's away from us. While waiting, the three of us do our favourite thang. Thats us when we meet and we just looooovvveeeeeeee to disturb people. Especially the ones we close with. [:

The next day had a little fam gathering at Wak Yah place. Did the same old stuffs. The three kiddos had brilliant ideas to killed time. So we went down just to buy bubbles. Bubbles remind us on childhood days. Missed those fun we had back then. [: Special thanks to double M(s). After getting it, we chilled and I'm trying so hard to make it look bigger. Earlier on was failed attempt but I'm not giving up.... kept on trying, I'll get mine. Practice more later! Haha.

The most merepek part was when we shoik sendiri blowing the bubbles... one budak kecik came up to us and asked for our number. Obviously, we didn't gave ours. Like duhh! Nyeahahaha. The budak kecik dgn sepantas kilat went to the other side to get his friend. Without hesitation, Mel suggest us to do something.... so on and so forth. Haa! Let the rest of the story left unsaid. Hahaha. [:

Had late night movie with sis dilla & sis sab. Thanks for the movie treat sis dilla! We watched BEDTIME STORIES. It was a great show definitely. You guys should watch it. *2 thumbs up*
I'm yet to buy the cotton on tops. Grrr.. geram! Perhaps, grab it next week. Yesterday was packed and I'm kinda lazy to check around. ]: On lighter note, gonna fetch Wak Yah & meet the love ones later!

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