LEARN TO PICK MYSELF UP....
have
in ownself.
sometimes, you're high up there
and
another minute you know that you're way down.
similar to
roller-coster ride.
What went wrong?
Somethings are just blocking my ways.
Why must life be devious?
What's the purpose of it?
I am so dissapointed with myself. How should I face this kind of situation? Why must I be the one? Clueless. I've tried my very best.... Guess, luck is not on my side yet. )': People tend to says, "you should'nt be giving up & look at the brighter side of your life." Its easy for them but not for me. How am I supposed to when I know I'm annoyed/dissatisfied with ownself? Tell me? Yes, I know right from the start... My facial expression show it all. Somehow, I can't hide it any further. My heart is broken into pieces. TGIF? Perhaps, its your night not mine...
God, lead me to the right path.
I know you hearing me out every single day. )':
How I wish I have a remote control to rewind it back.
never going to happen.
Things happened for a reasons.
What's mine then?
Its been a busy week that I couldn't find the time to update this blog of mine. I pretty excited to joined in the fun. Heh heh heh. Absolutely, a new one for me. Hopefully, I could go through this smoothly. School been alright but I don't fancy Wednesday(s) except for CMS lessons with other biz courses in lecture hall. Some of my mates just have to knock off after had our lunch. Lol. I think Mr Owen works on me with his accent. Wonderful. Heh. With SMs around, the 2nd group CMS lecture won't be too boring. Yar, you know what I mean. Havoc(!!!!) Always interupt when the lecturer is having their presentation. But, IN A GOOD WAY. Responds is what the lecturer needs. [: Yes, CA1 is just next Wednesday, PAC paper. God, time flies too fast okay. The following Wednesday will be other modules. Grrrr.... Are you prepared for it? Last tues, will definitely a memorable one. HA-HA.
Till then!
I'm no good at making decisions/deciding these and that(s).
Irrit Irrit Irrit me. :/
DIFFICULTIES.
Ohh yes, Happy eighteen b'day to Saliha.
Kau boleh celebrate dengan Yus. In between korang nya b'day. Good date, 15 may. Hehe. Enjoy your special day with your love ones alright.. [:
I want to get a new hair cut again. I just had last month... Four to six months will be the bestest range to get myself a new haircut. As for me, I don't know why I've been wanting to get one. Irritating hor?! Cos, my hair is so thick but
STILL i love how it brings. Thank god for that. [: Alhamdulilah. Okay, will postponed it to the later date. Grrrrrr.... Headache, sore throat comes flu. Yes, had POA first ever test. I am so annoyed with myself. ]: Moody, ohhh... miss red appeared at the wrong day.
MIXED-UP. I'm sure Panadol can help me out a little. BEV is waiting for me. Till then!
Ehhh... you all so bad ley.... Did not informed me that ANUGERAH audition has over!
- Mr Quek
Hahaha. You one funny lecturer okay. But I still can understand what you taught us. He's one efficient lecturer. [: Instead of 2 hours lesson we ended up earlier. So good right? Haha. Yes, we did cover some of the topics we should. So no problem. [:
I caught up with running nose and sore throat. Uncomfortable. /: Ohh yes, saw two out of many ex-pri sch guys. So presentable huh! Heh heh heh. Lessons went as per normal. I think I'm pretty satisfied on today CMS lecturer. Not too draggy like used to be. Everything went well. Care? We got alot to discussed on later.
As per normal, went back with Irah. Everything happened at a fast rate! With all the questions... *Onitsuka Tiger* Havoc! Suprisingly, we three know each other. Small world kan kan kan? [; CUTE OGAYYYYYYY~ hee.
Everything happened for a reason so I got to accept it.
While waiting for the bus to arrived on our way home from school....
Was having our conversation.... school stuffs and etc....
Suddenly, my eyes was on this particular guy by far. The first time I laid my eyes on him was I thought he's chinese. So yes, whatever I ignored him. Another minute, I decided to looked at him again... This time round was real.. HA-HA. It was my ex-primary school classmate! Ohh yes, let me correct it. It was
OUR ex-primary school classmate! Lol. Whole lot of difference hokay! This is our 2nd time bumping into him kan Irah? Small world, no matter how far you go... You still meet each other again. [:
"His facial expression like... Hey, I think I know you girls uhh!"
I guess he's just to afraid to approach us or something.
Lol.
Me : Shahirah...
(While I called Irah, he looked at me.)
Irah : Yes, I know. haha.
Me : Haha. Ohh okay. So it was him!
Irah : Haha.... sshhhhh..
We whispered to each other and we took the same bus. What a coincidence! I'm sure he still live there. Yes, we alighted at the same bustop. Irah had her first as she's got something on. If not three of us end up alighted at the same bustop.
Ehhh... I miss my childhood daysssssssssssss~Lagi sekali apa Irah? haha.
(
gambar berzaman, two years back)
Hopefully, there will be no Monday Blues for me. Yes, I'm half prepared for the Communication Skills practice. Mrs Yap told us, its only the beginning. Not the real test. Its for practising purpose. Will see how far can we go. Half of the mates have already done theirs last friday. So, mine will be tomorrow. Time given - 5 minutes. I'm nervous having an introduction about myself. Grrrr.... When everyone keep quiet and all eyes on you. Mrs Yap will recorded it using her videocamera. How good?! /: Okay, just pray that I won't stumble or something. Or else...
Anyways,
Happy Mothers Day,
emak!
Thanks for everything.
Every single thing.
Every single thing matters to us.
Insya'allah, with what you have taught us.
Love you!
MuackS~
wednesday long day.
thursday/firday half-day.
>
I am already half-dead.
<
BS: Give me a call.
I urgently need one.
-
I love you, mum.
Happy Mothers' Day to all mummy(s) out there.
Treat it everyday.
(:
Good day!
Hectic days. Lucky, I managed to spent sometime on my own. Hah. Last Wed had first ever test within the three weeks been in school. I did pretty well on BEV unit 1. [: Warming up to know deep down on the later daysssssss / units actually. Knowing that today had BEV Unit 2 which consists of part A and B. Headache, theres too many facts to remember and understand and differentiate. Irritating or what?! I think I flung the paper. Hmmm.. I should think positive. What if.... I flung unit 2 so badly -I'm offically on depressed mode. Serious, no kidding. Mrs Yap gave us the ca1/2 exam schedule already. So fast like jet train(!!!!!!!!!!) Most of my modules are in days time eventhough some of it going to resume next month. Still, in days time. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr...... scary. I'm not fully prepared to face these yet again. I am really going to force myself to get those facts in my head by hook or by crook like what I want my weight to be. Heh heh heh. Pelan-pelah kayuh. Drama mama mau lebih. lol.
Add on to my stress, some bugger keep on texting me. Idiot. So what if you're full-time footballer?! Big deal huh...? No thanks to the friend of mine who suka-suka pass my number without my permission. So rude of you! Should I change my number or stay put to it? Its coming 7 years with me. Best solution, change phone sekali! July come faster ley! /: Cannot wait any longer. ]: W850i always giving me mood swings.
okay bye!
